YUMINNNN

im addicted to Jesse McCartney's come to me&because you live.darn.
but im sure it'll wear off soon.
right..just talking crap.
hm.todays a school holiday.youth day?which was ytd, i think..right?anyways happy youth day everyone.whats so great about our youth anyways. D: lol trying to be sarcastic but urm..
though they say that we should treasure our youth days [aka sec. school days] cus its most meaningful but its where we get exposed to things for the first time?for example some rather traumatizing stuff?i dunno.maybe its what we can lose very easier.hard to gain back?soon we'll be on to our 20s, our adulthood.and we'll just leave the memories of our youth in the pages of our diaries, tucked into some drawer.
and we gotta move on...
oh well.


i think im going for War Of The Worlds later.whoaaa finally.. (:
1week's up!flew past?didnt, at least to me.draggy week. hah..
now for some thoughts, ayeee?

dont you think the phrase that says the world revolves around everyone (or something like that) is so damn true? well i think it is.
we're all interdependent on each other, sometimes even more interdependent than we should be.
for example, this famous entrepeurer created this thing, that made our lives easy etc.
the creater of computers?medication?clothes?
[so much to elaborate, but i shall cut this short]

everyone gets affected by every other person.for example, that particular asshole who bought that book (food,etc) that youve been searching high&low for.or another asshole who snatched your cabby,which caused you to be late..etc.
maybe it was a bump on your shoulder while crossing each other's paths.he might have caused your books to drop or something.
even if its affecting just a few seconds of your life, we're all the same, arent we?
we're humans.we breathe in oxygen,give out carbon dioxide, eat yummilicious food that gives us energy...

my point is, that we're alive right now, and the thing is that we're damn gonna live it well.. arent we?
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ever wonder how much you can miss someone?like crazy and you dont even know why?you reckon its love, but i reckon its not.
somehow through the fantasizing/thinking you find yourself smiling despite the haunting truth that what youre thinking about would never come true?

and the person youre wasting your brain cells on dont even know it?maybe theyve sneezed twice outta a sudden [w/o any trace of a flu virus anywhere (superstition,maybe)] but who would they know would be missing em?
sometimes you just stare into space and think of a particular someone..and outta a sudden you get snapped outta it and you forgot who were you thinking about.


often i wonder, why do we miss someone so much?care so much about their whereabouts,situation they're in,emotions, etc.. when sometimes they take so much time to warm up to you, like you as much back.but its much too late?cus youre sick&tired of going after em for just a wee bit of attention.. and they dont give any reaction at all.thats when it all changes.cus nothing stays the same.


Growth Is Inevitable, Change Is Intentional.
kinda untrue, aint it.

this 1week is finally over.whats your take on it?i still dunno how im feeling.maybe i really need "eternity"?


alright just kidding.we'll see ya? we'll see....

posted by yumin :D @ 10:35 AM